There goes my freedom...

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Dia de Los Muertos-Voltaire
xD

Will you get far in life?
Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi-Dir en Grey
...I guess not.

How do your friends see you?
Nine in the afternoon-Panic! At the Disco
Pffff...

Will you get married?
Toxic-Blowsight
Uh...Is that a yes or no?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Comfortably Numb-Scissor Sisters
xD;;;;

What is the story of your life?
Main Offender-The Hives
Ha!

What was high school like?
Scum of the Earth-Rob Zombie
True. So true.

How can you get ahead in life?
Baby Boy-Beyonce Ft. Sean Paul
...

What is the best thing about your friends?
Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi (Bonus)-Dir en Grey
..Really now?

What is in store for this weekend?
Move Your Feet-Junior Senior
Well, I did go to a party...But, we didn't dance, really.

To describe your grandparents?
What Have You Done-Withing Temptation Ft. Kevin Caputo
Uh, no.

How is your life going?
Caramelldansen (speedycake Remix)-Caramell
At the moment...

What song will they play at your funeral?
Lolipop (Candyman)-Aqua
Pffff, ya right....

How does the world see you?
Never Gonna Find Me-The Offspring
xDDD;;;;

Will you have a happy life?
Carry on My Wayward Son-Kansas
...Once again, Y/n?

What do your friends really think of you?
Day of the Dead-Voltaire
Right, now the English version plays...

Do people secretly lust after you?
Smooth Criminal-Alien Ant Farm
Uh...

How can I make myself happy?
Goodnight-Evanescence
What do you mean? That's a sad song!

What should you do with your life?
Temperature-Sean Paul


Will you ever have children?
Jump-Madonna
...

I'm actually in a fairly good mood right now.
For once.
In my life.
Lately.
xD Okay, I'm done with the short sentences.

Anyway, I have been so much happier since the end of the Ghost Walk. Maybe that was what was stressing me out. Although...I'm still not as happy as people want me to be. But, that's just me. You're going to have to deal with it.

Also, I'm going to be going to a party at a friend's house. Not a birthday party or anything, just a party. I can't wait. His parties are so much fun! Goddamn...now I can't wait for tomorrow...Haha!

**sings** I finally got my hair cut!
Those who have seen me today already know, but I got it done last night. I'm happy about it. It's not too short and not too long. It's pretty much the same length as in my ID picture at the moment. With side bangs, as well. I can slick it back to be Ludwig, too! All I need to do now is dye it, and it's all good!

Nobody but my friends like the idea of me going blond...**pouts**

My mom and the lady that cuts my hair all the time don't think it's a good idea, and I'm sad about that. I would like to see my hair blond, because I think I'll look just fine. But, NOOOOOOO...They don't like the fucking idea of me being blond. Besides, it's not going to be forever. I'm just going to dye it ginger a little while after. I just want to get a few pictures of me looking like Ludwig is all.

Oh, well. I still convinced my mom to let me do it anyway.

So far this is the best Halloween ever....**sarcasm**

I can't ever get anything, I realized....

I'm pretty much turning into an emo kid, you know, with the thoughts "my life is spiraling downward", because I can't ever get what I want. It's always my mom before me. My dad before me. My brother before me. I'm not getting my hair cut. I'm not getting my hair dyed. I'm not getting anything I need for Halloween. The best holiday of the year. What the hell? My mom is stressed, whatever the hell that's supposed to mean for her today. I'm more stressed than her, probably. I've been planing this for weeks and my mom won't let me get anything done. Also, I've been wanting my hair cut for months. And, you know what? My mom lets my brother get his hair cut. My dad gets his hair cut at some point. And never for me. Why not me?

Best. Halloween. Ever.

I just want to have my friends over, now...